Well, I think it's sufficient to say that seasonal depression is kicking my bum.
Today I thought about suicide for the first time in about a year.
Not seriously, so no need to worry, just ... I haven't been feeling myself.
I have to constantly filter myself, I am always holding back my opinion because I know that I will be hated or judged.
I HATE politics. I hate the fact that I'm not allowed to have my own opinion because everyone else is right, & I am obviously mistaken & ignorant & evil.
I'm just going to say this. I'm voting "Yes," on the marriage amendment. Not because I think that being homosexual is sinful because personally, I believe that God created people to be the way they are. Homosexuality is not a choice. Now I'm sure you're sitting here trying to understand how I can be oppressing people that I support.
I love & support them & believe they ought to have every legal right that a married couple would have, just not a "marriage" because I believe that is a sacrement for one male & one female.
The next argument you're thinking in your head is that it doesn't have to be done in a church, we need to separate the church from the state.
The issue I have with the law saying is it legal to marry a homosexual couple is that in doing so, that will then FORCE the Catholic Church to marry homosexual couples. It limits our religious freedom. I know that sounds hypothetical, but it will happen. Just as the oppression of the homosexual community is hypothetical but could easily be turned into a reality
So honestly, this is a battle between freedoms.
I don't want the world to think that I don't think they should be allowed to be together forever & have that acknowledged by the world because I do, it just can't be called marriage, because in doing that, then the government has its foot in the door to control religion & that is not right.
There, that is my rant on politics. Don't get me started on Pro-Abortion ...
I am Pro-Life, just to be clear, because I don't believe that ANYONE has the right to murder an innocent life, NO MATTER the circumstances.
GAH I'm turning into a political blogger ... Eesh.
Life is crazy & kicking me in the gut every time I turn around, I'm working off of 2 hours of sleep, & it's well passed my bedtime.
Here's to a better tomorrow!
OH! & I have spent MONTHS getting all my old music onto my new iPod & finally had it perfectly organized ... Then I accidentally said I wanted to sync it to my library ... over 1,000 songs are on a different computer ...
I've also been eating & shopping excessively ... I'm not even going to TELL you how much I have spent on food & stuff that is nice, but I don't really need ... As I said, I've not been myself.
I feel like I'm doing better though, so here's to a better tomorrow!
Buonanotte bellos! CIAO!
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