I made a really nice necklace, that I am incredibly proud of.
I'm only working 42 hours this week & it seems to be helping a lot.
I'll miss the money, but life is definitely about more than money.
So. Much. More.
I've seen a few movies since I last posted.
The Fault In Our Stars being one of them (of course).
As always, I have so much to say about it.
I've come to the conclusion I was in love. Properly in love, not just teenager in love.
I would have taken care of Isaac until the end of time.
Reminding him to take his medicine, making sure he went to the doctor when his knee acted up, convincing him that eating healthy did once in a while wouldn't kill him.
I could have done it forever.
Being able to love someone when you have seen them at their absolute worst is what it's all about.
If anyone tries to tell you differently, they're wrong.
Love is not conditional, though we all seem to believe it is.
Love is selfless.
However, just because it's love, doesn't mean that we were meant to be.
It's obvious to me now that the last person I should end up with is Isaac.
So thank you, friend for OUR little infinity.
The other movie I saw was How To Train Your Dragon 2.
It goes without saying I bawled my eyes out.
The entire story can replace the way we look at dogs.
Not only that, but just the tale of finding yourself, finding your place in the world.
I won't post any spoilers, but it was touching, heart wrenching, & flawless.
The message I got from it, was explore.
Explore who you are, what you want, who you want to be.
That & family is important.
Which is a hard message for me to entertain.
Qutos to both writers & directors, actors, animators, everyone.
So powerful.
Can you imagine having the power to take unimaginative, sad, rundown, hopeless, angry people & make them happy?
To make them forget their lives for once & think about someone else for an hour or two?
It's all I can hope to achieve.
My passion is coming & going.
Had an audition for a paid haunted house today, in fact I'm still covered in dirt & sawdust from crawling on the floor.
I'm not sure how it went, Vicky says they liked me, I have no idea.
I really hope I got it.
Not just for the money, but because I miss improv theater.
Those were some of my best days spent in class doing whatever.
Also, I'll be able to interact with people & that's something I need to do more often.
I've missed this, feeling inspired.
I just hope it stays.
Ciao for now!
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