Boredom

Do you ever find yourself getting bored by none other than yourself?
Because everyday just has felt commonplace.
Perhaps it's because I've only been going to rehearsal, but honestly I am incredibly bored.
I am sure it is also due to lack of sleep.
I just feel as though I am becoming complacent in my life & although that's not necessarily a bad thing, I am 20 years old.
The last thing I should be doing is becoming complacent.
I'm also sick ... which you know is fantastic.
Ugh.
I need to go to bed.
I work at 10 ... poop.
I've been trying really hard to be deep but my brain has been turning to mush.
Also, like I said yesterday, my bestie shuts it down with her never ending criticism.
But I love her more than words can say so I'll accept it.
Ugh.
To get ready for bed I go.
Yippee.
Ciao!