... Who's Failing New Year's Resolutions?

^ THIS GIRL!!!

Did you know that OCD gets worse when under stress?!?

Well guess what?

What is the biggest stressor on the face of this planet?!?

DATING!!!

Guess what I'm doing?!?

DATING!!!

NAILED IT!!!

... It's terrifying to be perfectly honest. Half the time I sit here thinking, "RUN FOR YOUR LIIIIIIIIIIIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" ... the other half I sit here & think, "This is so WEIRD!!!" ... Not a big change from my everyday life ...

Why am I such a coward? Because I don't want to be hurt again. Even more than that, I don't want to hurt him. Because let's face it, when it comes down to it, I end up hurting every nice guy I meet. Of course the last one came back 100000000000 times but he was an exception, & even now he's gone for good sooo ... TERROR!!!!!!

In other news, I've started my own Youtube Channel & also have one with my good friend. They're going to be awesome once I understand how to use Youtube better.

Tomorrow  being again on my hopes for the New Year ... Goodness knows how this'll go!

Ciao for now!