My New Years Resolutions

These might be kind of strange & I may or may not explain them because ... I may or may not want to ... SO here it goes!
1. No picking arms.
    - I have OCD & that's all I'm really going to say about that.
2. No plucking legs.
    - Same as #1.
3. No fear.
    - I am the world's largest coward, so I am going to do as many things that scare me ... I've got a pretty good start so far ... & the ability to scare myself even more: 2 unlimited passes to a theme park.
4. Try new things.
    - Similar to #3 in the fact that I am going to do things I wouldn't usually do. Like visit art museums & such things. I also see it as challenging myself to do things that are ridiculously difficult for me ... I've already done so!
5. Exercise everyday.
    - I hadn't worked out in about a month & I was beginning to feel self conscious sooo ... Now I workout every morning!
6. Follow morning & night routine.
    - I have a lot of very terrible habits when it comes to waking up & going to bed which include staying in bed until 11 a.m. & not taking my medicine, so now I've got plans to avoid these occurrences.
7. Believe in yourself.
    - Since my break up, I've had an incredibly low self esteem & it bothers me because there was a time when I loved myself & knew I could do anything & right now I just feel like I am failing at everything. So it's high time to change this.
8. CLEAN YOUR OLD ROOM!!!
    - All that needs saying is that I can't get to my closet, my bed, or my dresser ...
9. BUILD NEW ROOM!!!
    - I still share a bedroom with my 11 year old sister. Enough said.

Well, those are the ones I have so far, I'm sure I'll add more as the year progresses. I usually do.

The biggest challenge I have already faced. & that is spending time with a guy alone. It was quite possibly the most terrifying thing of my life. But I survived ... I'm also now dating .. well, sort of kind of, maybe. I'm not in a relationship, just dating. I'm not ready to be in a relationship. I'm just not. But I do like him. I like him a lot. Even just thinking about him gives me butterflies but ... I'm just not ready.
GAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'm freaking out. Just because I am so awkward & silly.
Goodness gracious.
Well ciao for now my loves.