Pain

I'm in crazy like with a boy.
I've probably mentioned him before but ... He has a girlfriend so obviously I can't flirt or anything, but ... I mean ... He is flawless.
My heart is aching just thinking about him.
He's going off to the army soon.
I'm so worried about him.
I just ... I am crazy about him.
I don't think I've ever been so attracted to anyone in my life.
Jeez.
Ciao for now.