I'm not a girl I am proud of.
I am ashamed of the person inside my skin.
I am not the girl I want to be & starting today that is going to change.
I have put myself before my world, & for that I loath myself.
But no more. I CANNOT do this anymore.
I cannot lay in bed for hours do NOTHING anymore.
I cannot feel HELPLESS every single day of my life anymore.
I cannot keep living this LIE anymore.
So I will not.
Today is the start of a new life for me & I refuse to let myself down.
I will post the rest of my vacation photos & entries in a week & I will post something everyday.
Or you know that I'm failing myself even more.
I will become the girl I've longed to be for over a year.
I will, or I will die trying.
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