I was doing so well.
Honestly I was.
But you know how when I think things are going great, something usually happens & ruins it?
WELL
Guess who walked back into my life.
After 2 & a half years.
??????????
I BET YOU HAVE NO IDEA.
Because I sure as heck wouldn't.
Who did I know 2.5 years ago who could POSSIBLY have ANYTHING to say to me anymore?!
Isaac.
Freaking.
Gibbs.
I know. I know.
"Didn't he leave you without a word?"
"Didn't you reach out & he never responded?"
"Isn't he a brony?!"
Yes, yes, & yes.
So what on Earth is he doing contacting me after 2.5 years, I honestly have no idea.
I'm completely baffled.
All I know is that I haven't slept or eaten properly since I saw his name come up on my phone.
I am a mess.
I JUST got over this idiot.
JUST.
Why why why is he doing this?
I would have been fine to never have heard from him again.
I WAS fine.
But now that he's back, I can't not know.
I have to know what he wants.
& if it's nothing then that will be that.
I will tell him to leave me alone & to do what he had done for the last 2.5 years.
Because I have absolutely no time for his shenanigans. None.
To be honest, I don't even really have time to meet him in the first place.
But I'm making time so we can get this over with.
I am in absolute torment again.
Why?
Just why?
Isaac, for the love of all that is Holy, why?